Pieces from Yesterday

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Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I am stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere, I would have followed you
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something

Song   : Say Something
Singer : A Great Big World feat Christina Aguilera



I love this song too much, as I listened to it, it's broke my heart. So yesterday's pieces coming back. The feeling that I'm struggle with tears and efforts, to him I proved and tried to save our relationship. The feeling of hopeless, the feeling of betrayal, the feeling of disappointment. All in one. And nothing come out except more frustration, sadness, loneliness, and emptiness. 

To him, I shall say well done for messing my life, for some years. Hope that we wont meet again in future. Because it's too much to hold the pain that you caused. I'm letting him go, for the she that he choose. I wish and pray that we will never meet, ever. It's not because I'm still in love with you. It's because I should saying goodbye to you, firmly, when I sensed something wrong with you. 

This song remind me of a goodbye that I have no courage to say. And, I have learned that saying goodbye for this circumstances only hurt you a little. Different if you not saying that because you though you can save the relationship. It's just hopeless and painful for a long time.

Just, if one day you realize that you're wrong, don't come back to me. Ever. 
Our story already came to the end.


p/s: Never be afraid to say goodbye for somethings that you felt no there anymore.